baby, it's cold outside.

Eighty-six.

Oh hey it’s been awhile. Finals=DEATH. I’m sorry.

I think it’s about time for a Christmas themed post.

I really can't stay - Baby, it's cold outside
I've got to go away - Baby, it's cold out there
This evening has been - Been hoping that you'd drop in

So very nice - I'll hold your hands, they're just like ice

Beautiful what your hurry?

I ought to say no, no, no sir




 

Mind if I move in closer?

At least I'm gonna say that I tried - What's the sense of hurtin' my pride?

I really can't stay - Baby don't hold out
Baby but it's cold outside

You've really been grand - I thrill when you touch my hand
But don't you see - How can you do this thing to me

I really can't stay - Get over that hold out
oh but it's cold outside

Merry Christmas, Darling.

let's get a little closer now

Eighty-five.

So he’s been gone for a few days and I’ve been missing him dearly. And that also scares me in a way… we’re going to formal in a week or so and while I’m looking forward to it, I think my ex is going to be there with his new girlfriend. It’s been a couple months, but I haven’t talked to my ex since he left me and you know, I’m still affected by him. I hope everything just goes well.

“Beauty in the Breakdown”

By: The Scene Aesthetic

Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about

And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other

Any ideas for formal hair…?

falling slowly

Eighty-four.

So here I am. I’m taking baby, baby steps. He’s my first, my only first. I want to do this right. How many times have I been hurt by a guy? I want him to be different. He means more to me.

I don't know you
But I want you

Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react

And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home.

We've still got time

Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice

And I can't go back

You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along.

-Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova, "Falling Slowly"

mistakes aren't always regrets

Eighty-three.

How are you all doing? It’s been awhile;

Me & my boyfriend are doing fine, thank you. It still feels weird to call him that. To say I’m hanging out with my boyfriend, to be in a relationship. For so many years, I was alone. Now I have someone wonderful to share my world with and it’s so spectacular, yet so strange.

Pressing on

Eighty-two.

So, today I was asked out for the first time.

And I said yes.

Twas a good day.

RELIENT K LYRICS.

cutting class through the first floor window
he's driving fast cause he never did a thing slow
and i look up to my big bro
cause in the 80's all the ladies
grabbed his hand and couldn't let go

and i'm only gonna pierce my left ear
and i've been working on this mustache all summer long
and my favorite band will always be tears for fears
and i'm gonna wear a pink tux to the prom.

Don't give up, it's not the end
There's hope for every fallen man
To pick themselves up when they think they can't
Because with every passing second

comes a second chance.

And sometimes I say things that
I wish that I could take back
The most crucial thing I lack is the thing called "tact"

I said I'm always close-minded
With an open mouth.

And I'll admit here, while I sit here
My mind wastes away and my doubts start to gather
Whats the purpose? It feels worthless
So unwanted like I've lost all my value
I can't find it, not in the least bit
and I'm just scared, so scared that I'll fail you.

I'm a little more than useless
And when I think that I can't do this
You promise me that I'll get through this
And do something right
Do something right for once

When I made up my mind
And my heart along with that
To live not for myself
But yet for God, somebody said
Do you know what you are getting yourself into?

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me, in a way words can't describe
I'm getting into you
Because I've got to be
You're essential to survive
I'm going to love you with my life.

the truth is, excuses are lame
accept consequence
accept the blame

we point the finger even though it's not polite
we condemn the son of God
(we're hoping two wrongs make a right)
maybe it is them
or, maybe it is me
or, maybe it's maybeline.

You smile and laugh, and I feel the love you have for me.
I think we're going somewhere.
We're on to something good here.